Waiting for MY Great Pumpkin

Linus and I are waiting for our Great Pumpkins to Arrive

He has taught me about the importance of sincerity  

Patience, hope

And Faith

Linus is hoping for toys and presents

And he doesn’t back down from his beliefs 

Even with the threat of being beat up by his sister

Or isolation or judgment from his haters

Sally is the one who holds space for him

Her love helps her to truly see him

Never doubting his intentions

Or his truth

My Great Pumpkin will be a kind woman, like Sally, who is emotionally safe

Someone who is willing to work on her stuff because our relationship is worth it

She will see my sensitivity as a gift, not a burden

She will want to grow with me

I will stop staying with partners who cause me harm

Attempting to survive their sideways spewing rage

I will have clearer boundaries and not be afraid to ask for what I need

Increasing my self-confidence will draw my Great Pumpkin closer to me

Linus and I will be courageously vulnerable together

Believing our heart’s desire will arrive

Never giving up

Waiting in good company