Linus and I are waiting for our Great Pumpkins to Arrive
He has taught me about the importance of sincerity
Patience, hope
And Faith
Linus is hoping for toys and presents
And he doesn’t back down from his beliefs
Even with the threat of being beat up by his sister
Or isolation or judgment from his haters
Sally is the one who holds space for him
Her love helps her to truly see him
Never doubting his intentions
Or his truth
My Great Pumpkin will be a kind woman, like Sally, who is emotionally safe
Someone who is willing to work on her stuff because our relationship is worth it
She will see my sensitivity as a gift, not a burden
She will want to grow with me
I will stop staying with partners who cause me harm
Attempting to survive their sideways spewing rage
I will have clearer boundaries and not be afraid to ask for what I need
Increasing my self-confidence will draw my Great Pumpkin closer to me
Linus and I will be courageously vulnerable together
Believing our heart’s desire will arrive
Never giving up
Waiting in good company